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Why?

Bleach again, still only on episode 49. I wrote this as if it was Momo Hinamori as she’s fighting her childhood friendΒ Tōshirō Hitsugaya whom it is about.

Why,
Did it have to be you,
Out of everyone…

The one who,
I’ve always,
Wanted to protect,
My best friend…

When I raise my weapon,
The memories come flooding in…

When we first met,
I felt a connection,
Like no other before…

It was like I knew you,
My entire life,
I felt like,
I could tell you anything…

I just can’t bring myself,
To do it,
Even if it is to,
Avenge my captain….

I can’t hurt you,
Cause it would be,
Like hurting myself…

Part of me loves you,
More than moral words can say,
Beyond the restrictions of form,
Or this society….

By
Elizabeth H. Hopkins

Posted in Songwriting/ Poetry

Putting a shell around my heart

So started watching House, and thought of this while watching it.

Letting go of the attachments that I hold dear,
Putting a shell around my heart,
To protect it from the pain,
You put it through…

People think I’m cynical,
That I don’t let people,
Get close to me.

Truthfully its just a trust thing…

One day I will open up again,
It will just take the right person,
One who believes in me,
And understands me for me…

Let’s just wait and see,
How the story unfolds…

By Elizabeth H. Hopkins

Posted in Songwriting/ Poetry

Addicted to You.

It’s been a while since I last saw you,
And I can’t get you outta of my head,
Cause I’m so addicted to you…
You made me smile,
Every time I saw your face…

You knew just what to say,
When I was feeling down,
You knew how,
to bring my spirits up again.
You made me laugh, you made me smile…

Now I can’t get you outta of my head,
Cause I’m so addicted to you…

I miss you,
The guy who would be there,
For me.
The one who understood,
My needs…

Now I can’t get you outta of my head,
Cause I’m so addicted to you…

I remember we use to talk,
About such random things,
But it was cool,
As long as I was with you….

Now I can’t get you outta of my head,
Cause I’m so addicted to you,
WanderingΒ  what your doing,
If your thinking about me,
Like I’m thinking about you…
Thinking about you…

By Elizabeth H. Hopkins

Posted in Songwriting/ Poetry

Never Want to Let You Go

Ok so I have not written anything in a while, been a bit busy I guess studying for my master degree.(Sounds good right hahaha) It actually is a pretty good course and I am enjoying it a lot! Anyways this is a little something I wrote as I listened to this beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkoEWm4Bovs Not entirely sure how I came up with this song, I guess I picked a theme and wrote about it. But I do not always write in this way sometimes I brainstorm a bunch of stuff. To be honest it just depends what mood I am in. Anyway I hope you like it…=)

Hey this is for you.

Running through the streets,
After you…
Never wanting to let you go….

Always wanting to stand by you,
Your my love, your my boo…
You know me inside and out,
Seen all the good and the bad…

Yet you’ve stood by me,
For better or for worse,
Regardless of everything I’ve done…

I never want to let you go….
Always want to stand by you,
Your my everything…
Your my love, your my boo…

Time feels frozen as I am,
Dancing in your arms tonight…
Don’t know what I would do,
Without you standing by my side…

I never want to let you go….
Always want to stand by you,
Your my everything…
Your my love, your my boo…

Crazy as times have been,
You’ve always stood by me…
It’s been two and half years now,
I wuv you…
And thank you for everything…

By
Elizabeth Han Hopkins

Posted in Songwriting/ Poetry

A Ashy Grimm’s Prince Charming View

A prince I may be,
But the walls of the palace are my prison…
Although I am light and carefree,
Soon the royal responsibilities will weigh down,
Down on me…

As my father says,
My boy, now you must find,
A bride who will stay by your side,
One whom will give you an heir,
Later down the line…

A bride,
I guess it would be nice,
A change.
From all the formalities that surround me…

But my choice,
Would have to be wise…
After all I do not want to be left,
With girl who is only looks,
For that only scratches the surface…

A grand ball to find a bride,
Is what my father requested,
Three days is what I made it,
This should give me some time…

To at least find,
Someone whom is not full of falsity.
But is interesting, sweet, and chatty…

Alas, the first day of the ball arrives,
As do the many ladies,
All of whom have smiles plastered on their faces,
With greed in their eyes,
None of whom interest me…

What a waste of time…

Suddenly the door opens,
A graceful presence enters,
With a slight smile,
And a gentle look in her eye,
She glides down the steps…

Feeling drawn to her,
I ask her to take a dance with me,
We talk a lot as I lead her,
Ever so gently…

The clock hits 12 and then she runs,
All the way to a pear tree,
Although I follow she vanishes,
Nowhere she can be seen…

Then ball night two,
Our chemistry grows,
And she’s even more beautiful than before,
Then the same thing happens as,
The clock strikes 12,
She runs far away…

Now is the last and final day,
I cannot lose her again,
I refuse every lady,
As me and her dance the night away,
She is defiantly the bell-of-the-ball…

Each night I know a little more,
One thing is for sure,
She’s the one,
The one I have been looking for,
Hopefully she will be,
My bride…

The clock strikes 12,
And again she runs away very fast,
A gold slipper she drops upon the stairs,
Looking down at this slipper,
Its size looks fairly unique,
So I make a vow,
To make the woman who’s foot this fits,
My wife, my princess, the queen of my heart…

For how many ladies in this kingdom,
Can have a foot,
This small and delicate…

Going first to the house,
In which the pear tree stands,
I see the sisters,
I know it is not them,
But I already said,
I would let every girl in the kingdom try,
As I am confident,
No girl other than her can fit this shoe…

The eldest tries it first,
Oh no have I been mistaken…

It’s a perfect fit,
But how,
Oh never mind,
My word I must abide,
In my head I curse,
As I help her on my horse…

I must find a way out,
Wait, the doves are singing,
She is not the one,
As I look down at her foot,
I see her foot is bleeding…

Ewww… How disgusting,
Oh well,
The other sister must try,
I suppose…

Darn… It fits her as well,
As I ride away with her,
The doves warn me again,
Tricked again…
I have just about had it,
With these sisters!

But I have to ask:
Do you not have any other daughters?
I mean she has to be here,
Does she not…

Then they call for an Ashputtel,
Now there’s a face I remember…

The shoe fits her perfectly…
Off I ride,
With my new upcoming bride,
And as I pass the doves,
They sing:
That she is my true bride…
Down they fly,
To perch on her shoulders…

And the big day arrives,
To make Ashputtel my bride…
Then in the corner of my eye,
At the start of the ceremony,
Full of lies and deceit,
I see the two sisters,
Walking in celebrating,
Trying to gain some of Ashputtel’s fortune,
Then two doves fly down,
To peck out an eye from each…

Then when the ceremony ends,
As we are walking away,
I see the two lying sisters,
As they walk out of the church,
Full of smirks,
A pair of doves fly down,
To peck out the remaining eyes of the sisters…

Damn,
I hope Ashputtel did not see,
As it was quite horrific indeed…

I plan to protect her,
From any nasty deeds,
So that we may live happily,
My Ashputtel and me…

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A Snowy Prince View

Recently I’ve seen a lot of funny videos about the Fairytale Princes (Especially the Disney ones), and what they would be like if they were real people in this day and age. From the videos and the stories, the princes are portrayed as shallow men who only go for the princesses looks rather than who they are. Additionally, in some of the fairytales I grew up with, the princes are unable toΒ recognize the princesses or their true love when they are not in their beautiful ball gowns or not how they originally looked when the princes first saw them.

Also in Disney’s Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, the prince kisses Snow White and that is how she is brought back to life however in the Grimm’s version of Snow White (Snow Drop), she is brought back to life only due to the prince’s servants stumbling causing a jolt which dislodges the piece of poison apple causing it to fall out of her throat (Not entirely sure if that would work in real like but hey its a fairytale =D ).

So I decided to try and do a poem from the prince’s point of view:

Deciding to take a walk through the woods,
With my servants by my side,
Away from the vanity of this kingdom’s Queen,
Though she may be fair,
There’s something unnerving about her stares…

I stumble upon a most interesting thing,
Several Dwarfs surrounding a glass coffin,
On top of a mountain,
And in it contains a maiden much fairer,
And sweeter looking than any woman I have ever seen…

A peaceful but sad look lays upon her,
Fair face…
She does not look deceased,
but simply asleep…

Then I see it,
The golden words that are inscribed onto the coffin,
Royal Princess,
Could it be?

Could she be the one the king seeks,
His fair daughter,
Whom was said to have run away,
And never to have returned,
The one that has caused,
This Kingdom’s King’s solemn disposition…

The princess from a far kingdom,
This Kingdom,
Whom My father always told me stories of,
A princess so fair and so sweet…

That I had fallen for her so many times,
Now I actually see her in bodily form,
I’ve decided if I am unable to marry her,
I will protect and cherish her in this coffin,
As my dearest possession…
But I simply cannot live without her in my life..

The dwarfs seem to be in the same mind as I,
But taking pity on me,
As they must of her,
When she came into their lives,
They finally let me have her…

Thus I asked my servants,
To carry her coffin,
On their shoulders
Back to my palace!

Oh no! They have fallen,
Are they ok? Is she ok?

Wait, she has awakened,
As if from a deep slumber,
And of course she is as surprised and confused,
As I would be in her situation…

She askes where she is,
I say joyfully with me!
To ambitious maybe,
But I do not want to lose her,
Or for anyone to hurt her…

So I will tell her what I will give her, LOVE:
“I will love you better than anyone in the whole wide world.”
And ask her:
“Will you come with me to my father’s place and be my wife?”
For I want her to stay forever by my side!

She said YES!

I will give her everything she needs,
And wants within reason of course
First things first,
She seeks revenge on that vain queen…
And I will abide by my bride to be…

So to the wedding,
The queen from her Kingdom is invited,
Fearfully she recognizes my princess,
In hot-red iron shoes the Queen is put,
To dance away the rest of her life…
Whilst Snow Drop and I live Happily Ever After…
Telling the people of the land the strange way in which we met…

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Beethoven Virus

I wrote this a while ago, after watching Beethoven Virus. The persona is the trumpet player Gun Woo, who falls in love with Du Ru-Mi, a violinist. At first they like each other, but over time the violinist falls in love with the conductor, and him with her, but regardless Gun Woo still loves her unconditionally. >.<

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Please don’t leave me,

Because I need you,

In my life,

I’d be lost without you…

Guiding me through…

Β 

(Chorus)

I thought I would die,

I thought…I thought I would stop breathing,

Without you…

By my side….

Β 

You was the one,

Who made me smile,

And brought me up,

When I was down,

You was the one I needed the most…

Β 

(Chorus)

Β 

You opened up,

The pathway to my dreams,

Showing me,

The talent I really had….

Β 

(Chorus)

Β 

And it’s hard for me.

To let you go…

But if,

I’m not the one,

for you….

Β 

Then you should leave,

And get the person,

Who makes you happy…

Β 

Cause so long as you happy,

I will be too…

So live you life,

With no regrets…

Β 

And I will continue,

to love you….

Unconditionally….

Β 

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<3 This is for my Mum & Dad <3

Ok I know I haven’t wrote for a while so I apologize for being so slack.

As it is almost my 21st, my dad and my mum have been really amazing at helping me organize something special, so I’ve decided to put up this song that I wrote a few years back as a little something to say thank you for everything they’ve done for me not only for these past few months but my whole life since I was born! πŸ˜‰

Keep in mind I wrote this when I was in that rebellious stage haha

Hey mum & dad,

I know there’s times; that have been rough,

Which I know weren’t,

helped by me,

Shouting and screaming,

I wanna get out…

 

In truth,

There’s times; I dunno what,

I would have done,

without you…

 

I guess what I’m trying to say,

Is that,

I’m thankful to have you…

 

Through all these rough times,

You may have complained,

Yet you done things to make,

the 3 of us happy,

Me, James and Zoe…

 

I dunno what we would have,

done without you,

our loving parents…

 

Its kinnda crazy,

How time has changed,

From when I was the,

Only child to having a,

little brother and sister,

to look after…

 

Going to the fair and eating candy floss,

to doing martial arts in our backyard,

feeling like I had,

All the time in the world,

to practically having none at all…

 

Its so strange,

Because when I look back,

Its like it was only was, yesterday…

 

Those vivid memories,

will live with me,

till the day that I die….

 

Thank you Mum & Dad,

For giving me,

A wonderful childhood,

One that makes me smile,

When I look back…

Thank you mum and dad….

And so the story continues,

as my life goes on

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Please forgive me…

Concept:

This girl (Miss A) fell for this guy (Mr. b), but they had to separate, as they lived in two different worlds. She promised she would wait for him, but they fell out one day and she swore at him, that was the beginning of their downfall…
Later she received a message from him telling her that he wasn’t the one for her.
She was very upset as he completely ignored any messages she sent him. Miss A continues to look for some sort of closure between the two of them, and wanders if he’s forgiven her and if they can ever be the close friends they once were…
Β 

For Mr.B

Its strange but I look back,

Every now and again,

Hoping to understand,

The events that transpired,

before and after you left…

 

Have you forgiven me,

So unsure…

 

Don’t know what to say,

to you,

But really want to speak to you…

 

Can we be friends?

Can I know,

Why you don’t, ever talk to me anymore…

 

If I hurt you,

I’m sincerely sorry,

from the bottom of my heart…

 

I hope that if you haven’t forgiven me yet,

That one day you will

I miss you…

 

Miss A

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<3 My Nan <3

This is something I wrote for my nan a few years back for her 70th Birthday! She’s literally the one of the kindest women in the World, and I’m soo lucky to have her, I love her tons, so this is for her…

Hope enjoy it πŸ˜‰

My beautiful Nanny in Portugal!
My beautiful Nanny in Portugal!

There’s something I,

Want to say,

I know, I don’t say it,

Often enough,

smile!
smile!

It’s that I’m sincerely grateful to you,

And I really, really love you…

 

No amount of mortal words,

Can express how much,

I love you,

I’m sooo happy that your my,

My Grandma, Nanny…

 

For everything you’ve ever done,

I would,

Like toΒ  say a big THANK YOU!

Yeah, yeah,

A big Thank You,

From me to you…

 

I’m so glad to have you…

<3 forever

To me,

Your like an angel,

Sent down from Heaven,

I couldn’t wish for better,

On a wishing star…

 

You looked after me,

Sooo much,

And your the one,

Who sets me straight,

When I go wrong,

I love you more,

than anything in the World….

 

I wouldn’t change you,

for anything,

Your kind and loving…

 

My wonderful, beautiful Nanny…

I LOVE YOU…

My Beautiful Grandma!
My Beautiful Grandma!